Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Things you don't say...

So i read a few other blogs with this and decided to borrow it.

List things you want to say to people you know, but you never will for whatever reason.

*I wish you felt about me the way you do about her.

*You are the only person in the world who does not judge me and for that i am eternally grateful. You've surprised me in unique ways when my heart has been left for dead. You even accompanied me on a roadtrip that i was competely and utterly embarassed about....and said that you would do it again in a heartbeat! You're an amazing friend and I cannot imagine my life without you.

*I have given up trying to satisfy you. Every single movement i make is under your microscope, infront of your disapproving eyes.

*You suffocate me.

*The distance between us makes me appreciate our friendship even more. I miss the late nights and laughter and I cherish those moments when we make time for one another.

*You are so self-centered...it's not always about you.

*You light up my life!! I never laugh with anyone the way i do with you...tears streaming down my face, snorting, side splitting ridiculous hurt my ab's type of laughter.

*I am envious of your life and would trade places in a heartbeat...even though i know deep down that you are sad.

10 comments:

yrautca said...

Awwww, you could be saying all of these about me....but of course I dont deserve to be on your blog, unless (and I strongly suspect) you have a secret crush on me ;)

Scott said...

Such nice things to say, not so easy though is it?

Scott

Princess Pessimism said...

....Those are really beautiful Ash...

Princess Pessimism said...

I'll bet there are more people who do not judge you than you think.

rawbean said...

Very insightful! Reminds me of post secrets in a way....

Lindsey said...

The first one...ugh. Knife to the heart.

2 Dollar Productions said...

Those are some brutally honest things to say.

Maybe writing them is the first step, eh?

I've also found that several drinks tends to loosen the tongue and segue into these topics, however, it would be more interesting if all parties were completely sober.

Anonymous said...

I've actually said the "You're so self-centered..." line before. Ironically, it's not the kind of thing one should say to someone who is self-centered, as it never ends well.

Live and learn. :P

Jennifer said...

Oh Ash, I wish number 2 was for me, but, sadly, I suspect that it's actually number 3.

Jennifer said...

Also, I thought about doing this on my blog, but then I realized that there is nothing, or next to nothing that I've ever wanted to say that I haven't actually said.
There are a lot of people out there who need to open up more, but I guess I'm just not one of them.