I use this blog as a sort of record of my life. I try to keep it upbeat and fun but sometimes things happen that aren't so great. I got a phone call a few weeks ago that flipped my world upside down to say the least. It's taken me this long to even process the content but to be honest I still feel like I'm in a state of shock! I don't intend to talk about said phone call but right now I'm struggling with several emotions. I go from feeling sad to feeling angry to feeling completely destroyed to wondering how I'm going to be able to trust again.

I'm hoping that time will help me to heal and I may go and see this woman that I did a class with many years ago. She is very insightful and wise and fun and I'm hoping that she will be able to help me make sense of this all and to help me move on. The last thing I want to be is bitter and resentful I just have to figure out how to open myself up again, to trust fully and completely! In this moment that is not even remotely possible.......I'm hoping to change that in the future!

Right now I just need some hugs!

For some strange reason when the flyers and junk mail begin to clog up my mailbox once a week I sit down with the big ole pile and look away! I peruse anything and everything regardless of whether or not I'm in need of the items. Take for instances homes, I'm not buying a home anytime soon but I'm curious to see what's out there! My favorite is actually going online and seeing photos of said homes. Now maybe it's just me, but if one wants to sell their home and get the most money they can, don't you think they would stage the house or at least clean up?!?! Not these folks:

The next group made me laugh soooo hard! Everyone has their own taste as far as decorating goes and I can appreciate that however, I can picture men running from the door as soon as they step foot inside screaming LET ME OUT!!!! I love pink but this is just toooo much!