I had a great holiday but feel like I need more time off just to recoup from all of the socializing and very late nights! I'm still absolutely knackered! I suppose my internal clock is all out of whack and those very late nights make it very hard to get to sleep at a reasonable hour on a work night! I was up till 4am staring at the ceiling last night....dum di dum....

I know a lot of people are summarizing 2010 and I've enjoyed reading all of those posts but I'm not sure I have much to say about mine really. I didn't go on any big trips though I did see those Furries in PA, I continued on with my goal list which pushed me to try new things, I ventured out into the dating world and went on far more dates this year than I ever have before; some good some odd, I laughed, I cried and in retrospect 2010 was a good year! I've tried to spend more time on me and the way I view life. Sometimes I sweat the small stuff so to speak when in the grand scheme of things the irritants in my life are mere peanuts compared to what's actually going on in the world. The problem with growing more aware of myself and my thoughts and wanting to be a happier person is that I've noticed many people around me who are still sweating the small stuff. They complain non stop, they're negative and debbie downers 90% of the time, they yell and fuss about nothing really. I'm not sure I want to be around such energy anymore.....

I usually make one resolution or ambition as Claire calls it (I love that!) and this year I resolved to meditate 3 times per week minimum and threw in a 2nd to not get so defensive as I find from time to time my little ego gets a big miffed for no reason at all. It should all be water off a ducks back as they say!

Of course there are other things that I will try to do but those two will be my main focus. I'd also like to go to the gym regularly, read more often, keep a gratitude journal, take my bloody vitamins that have been wasting away in my cupboard and of course just enjoy life to the absolute fullest! We only have one and it should be lived with love and happiness! It's taken me 32 years but I think I'm finally getting it!!!