So as most of you know I am a very drama free gal! I don't go there nor do I care to. Things have been happening lately that make me wonder WTF is going on??? Mostly man issues of course but I wouldn't even call them issues, just the regular goings on of life I suppose. I'm getting bizzaro texts from a friend "What are you doing right now" hmmm well it's 3am I'm sleeping!! Another one is being inappropriate/initiating things that he shouldn't be and then lecturing me about "just being friends" and of course I have a suitor that I met after the Mode concert and I'm not sure what to do with him. He's short and bald I like tall and well......dark hair though I do dig a bald head.....he's suggested meeting for a drink and I just may or may not do it....he seems cool enough so I might.

I am rather sick of trying and to be honest would much rather be alone than deal with any of it. I'm 31.....I should have some type of stability by now....only I do not....and it's killing me. I have friends who have been in relationships and they haven't worked out, others are married and loving it, some are married and/or common law and are having issues. We all have our own "things" to deal with but I'm sick of it already. I clearly need to grow up and make better decisions because the ones I am making are getting me nowhere. I'm a bit tired and bitchy and have had few cocktails (can you tell) and I really don't know what else to say other than I'm tired of this up and down, back and forth, crapola that keeps coming my way. Sorry for the rant, but it was much needed and rather cathartic!!

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Oh jeez, that's what you get after a few cocktails at 3am. Clearly someone should take away my computer when I've been drinking, much like LD threatened to take away my cell phone last night lol!!!