Every time I see a car with dents/scratches/chunks missing from it and I see the driver acting like an asshole I think.....clearly your fault! Case in point I was driving along a very busy road when this boat of a car decided to sneak up much too far from a side street, waiting of course but his bumper was in the middle of my lane. I had to swerve around him and as I did I noticed scratches all over his front end....gee I can't possibly imagine how THOSE got there (insert sarcastic tone)!

I've been quite lax as far as the gym is concerned and then it dawned on me....why do I even bother going. No seriously, it's like I've been going for years and years and years and there are really no results to speak of...or none of great significance anyway. I'm well aware that I'm not working to my potential and of course my eating habits are poor at best...so I get why it's not helping...I just don't understand why I bother going at all. Seems like a big waste of time and money if you ask me.

Ugh oh it seems as though cranky Miss Ash has reared her ugly head. It happens from time to time, I start to evaluate my life and do the "WTF have I done", "where am I going" "what am I doing"......and then things stay the same.....and months/years down the road I evaluate again and the same thoughts pop up. It's a pattern, I'm working on fixing.....

I'm thinking this nasty bleh weather is not helping, it's cold, I certainly do not get enough sleep and therefore I'm tired and of course a bit bitchy. But I mean seriously who goes to bed at 10pm??? I'm lucky if my head hits the pillow before 1am, I'd have to drug myself to be in bed before that time on any given evening.

I was reading an email from someone today and pointed it out to another person and was like WTF..."why can't I be like her" and burst out laughing as did my friend. I was obviously kidding, it was this cutesy "good morning everyone, enjoy the winter wonderland!!!" sort of email. The complete opposite of something I would send, Ha! Perhaps I need an attitude adjustment.......

Anyway all is not lost, I have a fabulous weekend planned away with one of my gal pals as it's a Smiths/Morrissey Fest and the invite reads "Let's be miserable together" ahhhhh finally I will be around my type of people!!!! It reminds me of the "Feeling Gloomy" evening in England that I adored ohhhh so much! Monday is holiday around these parts as well so we're planning on hitting up another night of dancing after our concert on Sunday evening! So cheers to drinks, dancing and letting loose!!! Perhaps those things combined with brighten my spirits! Enjoy the weekend my lovelies!